Fear
There are things I fear and since I'm always dancing with death there are some ways I'd rather not go out. I don't want to be eaten. I've seen crime scenes where the victim was eaten. I don't want Zebrowski or Dolph standing over my partially eaten corpse. The thought of that happening just terrifies me and I'm supposed to be a bad ass vampire hunter.
I don't want to have acid dripped on me either. I've been bitten and know all too well the horrors of holy water which feels like acid. The thought of that being thrown on me just makes me want to run away and hide in a cave in the hopes that all the monsters will just go away. But of course that won't happen.
I'm sure others think about ways they don't want to die although I'm not really sure. I've never brought it up with Ronnie in conversation. I guess it just might be me. I also don't want to become a vampire. Sure I'm attracted to Jean-Claude but that doesn't mean I want to become like him. And I'm not sure how things would work with me being a necromancer. Would I become a zombie instead?
I have strict orders about taking me out so I can't rise again as a zombie or a vampire. The thought of that just terrifies me. I don't like being out of control which all too often my life seems to be. Well this is one area where I can take charge and make a decision. So I'll be staked before I could be turned.
Also I don't want to die by burning. I've burned myself but that was just a finger and that hurt like hell. I don't want to feel it all over my skin like Magnus did when he burned with that poor girl Ellie. That was just horrible. Of course I know I can't control how I die but I at least hope I go out quickly and as painlessly as possible.
By Barbara Desmond
I don't want to have acid dripped on me either. I've been bitten and know all too well the horrors of holy water which feels like acid. The thought of that being thrown on me just makes me want to run away and hide in a cave in the hopes that all the monsters will just go away. But of course that won't happen.
I'm sure others think about ways they don't want to die although I'm not really sure. I've never brought it up with Ronnie in conversation. I guess it just might be me. I also don't want to become a vampire. Sure I'm attracted to Jean-Claude but that doesn't mean I want to become like him. And I'm not sure how things would work with me being a necromancer. Would I become a zombie instead?
I have strict orders about taking me out so I can't rise again as a zombie or a vampire. The thought of that just terrifies me. I don't like being out of control which all too often my life seems to be. Well this is one area where I can take charge and make a decision. So I'll be staked before I could be turned.
Also I don't want to die by burning. I've burned myself but that was just a finger and that hurt like hell. I don't want to feel it all over my skin like Magnus did when he burned with that poor girl Ellie. That was just horrible. Of course I know I can't control how I die but I at least hope I go out quickly and as painlessly as possible.
By Barbara Desmond
