Things are going really great with Regan. I really like her. There's just one small problem. I haven't told her about Karma. I told Karma I keep talking about her but the truth is that I haven't mentioned her at all. I just don't know what to say. It's so awkward now with Karma asking to meet her.
I know Karma and Regan have to meet at some point but for right now I want to have her to myself. I'm hoping that inspiration will strike and I'll magically know what to say. I did meet Regan's friends so I'll have to have Regan meet mine. I did have a really good time bowling despite the rented shoes.
I had a crazy dream last night. It was raining cupcakes. I was looking for a donut but I kept finding cupcakes everywhere I went. Karma kept calling my name but I took off running each time. I think my dream is trying to tell me something. I just wish I could figure out a simple way to explain how me and Karma were faking it until I realized I wasn't faking it and was in love with Karma. That's the part that has me stumped. How do I tell the girl who I'd like to be my girlfriend about my ex fake girlfriend I used to be in love with? It just seems impossible so I'm going to avoid doing it for as long as possible while hoping that something happens to get me out of this crazy mess.
The cat is out of the bag. It just didn't happen the way I expected it to. I was at that stupid Communal place having a good time with Regan when Shane showed up. So everyone showed up and Karma found out that I hadn't mentioned her at all to Regan. It was pretty horrible. I ended up eating Kale which I never want to do and ended up having an allergic reaction since it was made with peanut oil. Karma stuck me with the EpiPen and everything went downhill from there. Lauren mentioned the dating thing and almost everything else came out. I'm just glad the one secret remains locked in the vault.
I really like Regan. Karma was really driving me crazy. She even followed me out to the parking lot. I know she was trying to help but she was just making it worse. I was able to clear the air with Regan so things are good again. Now she knows about my friends and I don't have to worry about how to tell Regan that I was in love with Karma and was her ex fake girlfriend. I guess in a way it was a good thing that tonight happened the way it did since it got this out in the open. So everything is good again at least it will be unless Karma finds out about what I did with Liam.
I just hope I don't have a nightmare about that kale. It was the most horrible thing I've ever tasted. I don't understand why anyone would want to put that stuff in their mouth and swallow it. I'd rather have a donut. Donuts don't cause you to stop breathing. They are like a hug. Now I want donuts. I hope Lauren hasn't found my hiding place. I might need to find a new one since things are going missing. I guess I could hide them under my bed but I'd run the risk of forgetting about them and ending up with stale donuts which would be such a shame since I'd hate to have that happen.