Emma's Diary 2013

Dear Diary
I wish Alec would give me answers. I went to see him and didn't have any luck. Even Thayer tried but Alec won't say anything. I'm not even sure if I should believe him about not being able to trust Sutton. He probably just wants to mess with my head.
Sutton wanted my blessing about Ethan. I gave it even though I felt it was a little strange. Maybe they belong together. I was kinda surprised that she wanted to talk to me about it. After that conversation I have to admit that it makes Alec's warning seem like a trick.
I suggested marriage counseling to Kristen. I should have known that Sutton wouldn't be a fan of therapy. I talked to Ted too. I'm hoping they at least try to work things out. It would be a shame if they broke up over something that happened so long ago. I just don't really trust Rebecca. I think she's obsessed with Ted but I know Ted loves Kristen.
Dear Diary
I hated lying about Ethan's paper but I did. I really thought he wouldn't use it. It was just dumb luck that I saw Sutton give him the paper she bought. I guess she thought she was trying to help. I was so surprised when he turned in that paper. I guess I don't know him as well as I thought I did. Sometimes it feels like I've been her forever but then I realize that I haven't been at all so I don't know him as much as Sutton does.
Ted and Kristen went to therapy. She said it went well. I really hope they get back together. I wonder what would happen if they found out that I'm not really Sutton. I know I have to keep quiet about it but that doesn't stop me from wondering if I could become a part of the family as myself. It would be really great but there's this fear that they'll kick me out and I'd be alone again.
I just found out about Thayer. I guess it was the secret that everyone but me knew about. Alex isn't Thayer's bio dad. He chose to stay with Mads and Alec when his mom left. I have to admit that bringing that up was a sure fire way to upset Thayer. I am glad he shared that with me. I think things turned out for the best. I don't think Ethan ever really got over Sutton.
The evening got even better when I ran into Ethan. I hate that he still gets to me. Sutton and Ethan belong together I'm moving on or at least I'm trying to. It can get so confusing. I just know that things can't work out with Ethan not after what he did. I was so angry when he brought up sex. He has no right to ask me about that. If I do take it that far with Thayer it will be no one's business but mine and Thayer's.
I wish Alec would give me answers. I went to see him and didn't have any luck. Even Thayer tried but Alec won't say anything. I'm not even sure if I should believe him about not being able to trust Sutton. He probably just wants to mess with my head.
Sutton wanted my blessing about Ethan. I gave it even though I felt it was a little strange. Maybe they belong together. I was kinda surprised that she wanted to talk to me about it. After that conversation I have to admit that it makes Alec's warning seem like a trick.
I suggested marriage counseling to Kristen. I should have known that Sutton wouldn't be a fan of therapy. I talked to Ted too. I'm hoping they at least try to work things out. It would be a shame if they broke up over something that happened so long ago. I just don't really trust Rebecca. I think she's obsessed with Ted but I know Ted loves Kristen.
Dear Diary
I hated lying about Ethan's paper but I did. I really thought he wouldn't use it. It was just dumb luck that I saw Sutton give him the paper she bought. I guess she thought she was trying to help. I was so surprised when he turned in that paper. I guess I don't know him as well as I thought I did. Sometimes it feels like I've been her forever but then I realize that I haven't been at all so I don't know him as much as Sutton does.
Ted and Kristen went to therapy. She said it went well. I really hope they get back together. I wonder what would happen if they found out that I'm not really Sutton. I know I have to keep quiet about it but that doesn't stop me from wondering if I could become a part of the family as myself. It would be really great but there's this fear that they'll kick me out and I'd be alone again.
I just found out about Thayer. I guess it was the secret that everyone but me knew about. Alex isn't Thayer's bio dad. He chose to stay with Mads and Alec when his mom left. I have to admit that bringing that up was a sure fire way to upset Thayer. I am glad he shared that with me. I think things turned out for the best. I don't think Ethan ever really got over Sutton.
The evening got even better when I ran into Ethan. I hate that he still gets to me. Sutton and Ethan belong together I'm moving on or at least I'm trying to. It can get so confusing. I just know that things can't work out with Ethan not after what he did. I was so angry when he brought up sex. He has no right to ask me about that. If I do take it that far with Thayer it will be no one's business but mine and Thayer's.