Cassandra's Diary January 2012
1/19/12
Dear Diary
I electrocuted myself the other day and lapsed into a coma until today. I was asleep for two whole days. It is so strange. I kind of feel tingly right now but I don't think I'll be sleeping anytime soon. I was using the blow dryer to dry my nails while I was in the tub and it fell in. I know it was a dumb thing to do. I don't really know what I was thinking. Maybe this was an unconscious way of trying to join my parents whenever they are now.
Now my doctor wants to see me five times a week instead of three. I feel like such an idiot. I just know she's going to push me on going outside. I don't want to do that. I feel safe in here just as long as nothing else zaps me. My hair is standing up right now. I look like the Bride Of Frankenstein. Sandra's been great. I'm just glad she didn't mention it in her latest blog post.
Luckily Sandra has a key to the bathroom. It was her that found me. I would have died of embarrassment if Christopher found me but he's practically living at the paper. I don't know what he's doing since he hasn't done a single issue since he came to town. While I was flailing around I ended up half out of the tub. It could have been worse since I did manage to get my head out of the water. Now I have to take some pink pill along with the others. I'm not sure of the name since most of them have silly names.
I have a session tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it at all. When Penny came three times a week I sort of enjoyed it because I was able to see someone new. Now I'm just dreading it because she'll think I tried to kill myself. I might have. I can't really say. Can't a person just do something stupid? I guess you can't when you haven't stepped foot outside since 2008.
Dear Diary
I electrocuted myself the other day and lapsed into a coma until today. I was asleep for two whole days. It is so strange. I kind of feel tingly right now but I don't think I'll be sleeping anytime soon. I was using the blow dryer to dry my nails while I was in the tub and it fell in. I know it was a dumb thing to do. I don't really know what I was thinking. Maybe this was an unconscious way of trying to join my parents whenever they are now.
Now my doctor wants to see me five times a week instead of three. I feel like such an idiot. I just know she's going to push me on going outside. I don't want to do that. I feel safe in here just as long as nothing else zaps me. My hair is standing up right now. I look like the Bride Of Frankenstein. Sandra's been great. I'm just glad she didn't mention it in her latest blog post.
Luckily Sandra has a key to the bathroom. It was her that found me. I would have died of embarrassment if Christopher found me but he's practically living at the paper. I don't know what he's doing since he hasn't done a single issue since he came to town. While I was flailing around I ended up half out of the tub. It could have been worse since I did manage to get my head out of the water. Now I have to take some pink pill along with the others. I'm not sure of the name since most of them have silly names.
I have a session tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it at all. When Penny came three times a week I sort of enjoyed it because I was able to see someone new. Now I'm just dreading it because she'll think I tried to kill myself. I might have. I can't really say. Can't a person just do something stupid? I guess you can't when you haven't stepped foot outside since 2008.
