Bella's Diary May 2014

Dear Diary
Today was a day that went up and down. I was very upset when I read that note in response to the note I left. I was just telling people to clean up. I thought I was being nice but Dallas didn't take it that way. I was so hurt when I found out he was the one that left notes all over the place.
It was like I didn't know Dallas. I felt like my whole world had been turned upside down. I started questioning my relationship with Dallas. But when I got home I found something really sweet. I absolutely loved the notes that Dallas left me even though he used a bunch of paper.
I really love Dallas. I never thought I'd find love again. I thought I was doomed to live the rest of my life without it. I will always miss Luke but I know he'd want me to be happy and I am. I just know that he's looking out for me from wherever he is. I don't think I'm bossy.
I really like Leanne. She had a really great idea about the pop up. I'm trying to be positive about the IV reopening. Things will work out. I can't be thinking about what can go wrong. It is better to look at what can go right. We're all in this together. I just wish Evan was more supportive. We all need to stick together.
Dear Diary
It was really fun being a celebrant for Rachel and Chris. I wouldn't mind doing that sort of thing on a regular basis. I really love the idea of bringing people together to celebrate their love. I'm like Cupid spreading love all over the place. I can bring joy to a couple that's in love.
I wonder if I could marry myself if I ever decide to tie the knot again. I will always love Luke but I know he'd want me to be happy. I am happy. Dallas makes me happy but I don't think I'll be getting married soon. I thought I wouldn't want to get married again but maybe I do. If it happens it was meant to be.
I had a dream that I was in the ocean talking to a squid. It wanted me to do something but I'm not sure what. It thought I was part of a prophecy to help save them in some way. It was really strange. Now I'm thinking about having fish for dinner. Dreams are strange. I saw a fish that looked like Luke right before I woke up. It was like he was telling me that he was looking out for me.
Today was a day that went up and down. I was very upset when I read that note in response to the note I left. I was just telling people to clean up. I thought I was being nice but Dallas didn't take it that way. I was so hurt when I found out he was the one that left notes all over the place.
It was like I didn't know Dallas. I felt like my whole world had been turned upside down. I started questioning my relationship with Dallas. But when I got home I found something really sweet. I absolutely loved the notes that Dallas left me even though he used a bunch of paper.
I really love Dallas. I never thought I'd find love again. I thought I was doomed to live the rest of my life without it. I will always miss Luke but I know he'd want me to be happy and I am. I just know that he's looking out for me from wherever he is. I don't think I'm bossy.
I really like Leanne. She had a really great idea about the pop up. I'm trying to be positive about the IV reopening. Things will work out. I can't be thinking about what can go wrong. It is better to look at what can go right. We're all in this together. I just wish Evan was more supportive. We all need to stick together.
Dear Diary
It was really fun being a celebrant for Rachel and Chris. I wouldn't mind doing that sort of thing on a regular basis. I really love the idea of bringing people together to celebrate their love. I'm like Cupid spreading love all over the place. I can bring joy to a couple that's in love.
I wonder if I could marry myself if I ever decide to tie the knot again. I will always love Luke but I know he'd want me to be happy. I am happy. Dallas makes me happy but I don't think I'll be getting married soon. I thought I wouldn't want to get married again but maybe I do. If it happens it was meant to be.
I had a dream that I was in the ocean talking to a squid. It wanted me to do something but I'm not sure what. It thought I was part of a prophecy to help save them in some way. It was really strange. Now I'm thinking about having fish for dinner. Dreams are strange. I saw a fish that looked like Luke right before I woke up. It was like he was telling me that he was looking out for me.